Missing him

I checked someone's blog site last night and I was surprised to see a picture of my ex-boyfriend. He looks the same, still the good-looking guy I've met... But he looks formal with what he was wearing. I wasn't able to control myself so I copied the picture and saved it on my laptop.

Before sleeping, I was thinking of him... wondering what he's doing. I know he's happy. But I wonder whether he thinks of me, if he remembers me.

I miss him and I still love him... I want to hold him tightly and say everything that I feel and think. I want to tell him how I long for him... How incomplete my life is since he left...

I was so depressed last night. I flooded my bed with my tears. I miss him sooooooo much... I want him back... But what can I do? I'm just a girl whom he played and fooled... A girl he never loved....